Boooo Greenbacks

Another week almost done!

Tomorrow is exciting because my boring class got cancelled (yay)! That means I only have two classes tomorrow. And a ton of workstudy hours. But that’s ok…I’m choosing to ignore that for now and instead maintain a happy attitude.

Of course I’ll definitely be going. I have to work as much as I can. Money money money money. I hate money. I don’t want a ton of it…I probably wouldn’t be majoring in broadcasting if I did. I just want to be comfortable and not have to worry about it. Instead I’m looking at trying to pay tuition again next year…which I only accomplished this year with a surplus of a couple hundred dollars, if that.

Except for next year, I don’t have a two thousand dollar head start. Oh…and tuition went up almost $2000. Oh, and I no longer qualify for my $2000 Pell Grant. So pretty much I have to make what I made last year…and $6000 more. How that’s going to happen I have no idea. I keep telling myself that God is bigger than that and He can figure it out…but that doesn’t seem to be making it much easier. Making $6000 over three and a half months IN ADDITION to working the full-time job I worked last summer? Is that even possible? How can I not be worried? I don’t want to not have faith in God…but sometimes things are just easier said than done.

It seems like everything is going so perfectly…I love my life right now…but there’s always something, whether it’s friends or grades or whatever. But friends and grades are things that I can impact and change. I can’t just come up with 6000 extra dollars. I’m such a control freak. I hate not being able to do anything about something!! Maybe that’s what God is trying to show me……