…much better than I did a day or two ago.
I don’t like being unsure about things or not knowing what to do in a situation. That feeling of uncertainty can scare me. Sometimes I feel like I’m just kind of spinning out of control and I’m not really sure where I’m going. Sometimes I feel exactly like the song I’m listening to right now. “Cause I struggle with forward motion…”
Luckily I’m starting to feel some closure on a lot of different issues, which is really helping me feel less stressed. Some projects I’ve been worrying about are over and done with, other projects that are still coming up are very much under control and planned out, my job situation this summer has been finalized, the honors senate elections are done with (Ansen got re-elected, yay!), and I’ve had some great talks w/ my wonderful girlfriend the past few nights.
Between all of that I feel much more “under control” now than I did 48 hours ago. Obviously some things are still in progress…I still have to do the actual work this summer, I have finals and a couple more projects to do, I have to put into practice all the things I’ve been thinking about recently…but I really feel like I’m making a lot of progress nevertheless.
Forward motion! It’s a good feeling. :)
Hmmmm… glad you’re feeling less stressed. Something may be on the move here in Topeka, invovling two elements: Love, and Abe. We’ll see. I’ll message you if I can find the time today- Abe